Wow! I've almost have forgotten about this blog. I was cleaning my bookmarks when I saw this blog. 6 long months sense my last post. Lets see whats had happened in those months shall we? I've given up trying to change my job for the better, I've gotten rid of the car with the tranny problem and got a soo much better car, and have decided to be androgynous in the way I dress every day.
My new car is soo much more better than that intrepid. It's a 99 Pontiac Bonneville. I'm soo much in love with her. I'm going to call her Bonnie. Her head lights come on automatically when I start the car and they stay on if its getting dark outside. The dealer said he was trying to keep that car from being sold but knowing how many times I've came there and couldn't find a car I liked. Also knowing my dad from High School helped. (Hay, parents are useful after all) I wound up using all of my Tax Refund and borrowed nearly 900 dollars from my parents and grandmother to get it. I can now finally leave small town anytime I want.(given the amount of gas and money I have)
Now that I have a car that can go freeway speeds with no prob, I'm going to spend the weekend helping one of my best friends house sit for his sister. Whenever we are together we both have good time. He knows about me being trans and just doesn't care. He's known me since middle school and always suspected something was different about me. Last time we did it, we didn't have a vehicle to leave the house and now we do. If we need some solid food we can just leave the house a go to a store. I'm going to have so much fun.
I've put my transition on hold for the time being. Now I dress more androgynous. Even when I perceive as male, I get mams and misses a lot. Especially if I shave my face. I think it might be the jeans. All of my jeans are womens. I've notice they tend to fit better than my male jeans even did. Also the feel of them are much better. More softer.
Lately I've been just hanging out with some of my good cisgendered-straight male friends. Mostly we play Dungeons and Dragons and games equivalent to. Now we are on Skype just voice chatting with each other.
When they play games I can't play due to not having a fast computer, I'm on a game called MineCraft. It has been a very addictive game for me. I really don't know how to describe it. So I'll put a couple of links at the end of this post.
MineCraft Homepage
I know what you mean about the womans jeans fitting better... i only buy MMX jeans now. plus dressing androgynous, is almost stealth femme.
ReplyDeleteDiana Howe
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